The moment you tell someone close to you could be that moment that you have gone into denial. You tell that person that you claim to love that you do not have a drinking problem. But in actual fact, you are in denial. You might have been one of the first to shake your head in fury at all those who habitually abuse themselves with hardcore drugs. You have never touched the stuff yourself. But you drink. A lot more than those around you. And you smoke like a factory. You belch too. Rudely. Or perhaps you just cannot help yourself. If this really is you then you really ought to get yourself checked in for substance abuse treatment in boise, id.
One of the reasons you may have gone into denial mode could be because you are ashamed. But you are making yourself more of a fool in the eyes of others the longer you stubbornly persist with this bad drinking habit of yours. Apart from irritating the socks off of them, you are negatively impacting their (healthy) way of life. You are setting them back. But it is you. It is you that is being let down the most. Deep down inside you already know that you have a serious drinking problem. Bottling it all up inside is only going to make you more miserable. One day, if you don’t get help soon, you will explode. Really now, you do not wish to experience the consequences of that.
You could lose your only source of income. And then what will you do? Turn to a life of crime and squalor to satisfy your miserable drinking habit? No, you surely do not want to do that.